Well, like I said in the last post, things have been looking up for me. I am a pretty Happy girl actually. That's quite the change huh. I just looked at life and realized all the good that was still there, and all the good that has yet to come. I will be a mommy one day, no matter what I have to do to achieve that. Anyway, moving on to the updates...
I haven't been sleeping well. I stay up all night and sleep all day. I tried to fix it but staying up all night, and all day, so I'd be tired that night. Did it work? No. I got tired that night, went to bed at 8, but still slept in til noon. I was kinda on a good schedule for a few days. I thought everything was good again. Then after a few days, I woke up when Zane left for work, at 6, stayed up all day, and I still couldn't sleep that night. I don't understand it. I just want to sleep on a normal schedule. I like going to bed with my husband, and not sleeping all day while he's awake. So, that's the main thing I want to work on in the next few days.
Besides not sleeping well, I've been feeling a little weird lately. I keep getting weird pains in my stomach, and I've been getting light headed a lot. I don't think it's anything huge, but I'll ask my doc on Friday when I go. Oh yeah, I get my staples out Friday! I cannot freakin wait! These things are HELL. They've been really sore lately too. Like REALLY sore. Ugh, Friday cannot come soon enough.
That's not the only reason I can't wait for Friday. AMANDA is coming! YAY! She'll be here around noon to pick me up! Then we have a long ass drive to Tucson. I get to spend Halloween with the kids! Hooray! We're staying a night or two in Tucson, I'm not really clear on that yet. Then after our stay with Scott in Arizona, we'll go back to Texas! I have two weeks there, then I'm headed home.
The whole time I'm there, Zane will be out in the Ocean on a boat. He actually leaves on Wednesday. I think I'm going to cry. It's pathetic, he's only going to be gone for two weeks, and I'm going to be on vacation the whole time anyway. But I'm gonna miss him. I'll be enjoying the time in Texas, but the whole time, I'll be wanting it to get over, because that will mean it's time for me to go home to Zane.
Umm, there's not really anything else to update about. My life is same ole same ole. I sit at home all day and all night. Once I get back from Abilene I need to find a job. I with there were places close to work at, but... whatever. I think I'm gonna go look over by the Theater. I might like to work there, but I don't know. Doesn't seem too fun. It's also starting the holiday season, so lots of stores are going to be hiring. We'll see I guess. I still have time.
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